"so hard to contain it"
trying so hard not to stare at you,
but i cant.
i just love you so much,
its like trying keep a secert about some one you hate,
you have to tell someone.
i want to tell you,
tell the school,
tell the world,
but i cant.
because if i do,
there goes my reputation,
but i dont care,
because i love you,
and thats all that matters.